desiree_darling

ohhh, yesterday was a mix of wonderfulness, stressfulness, & sadness.
i love scad. of course. i've always loved it. the theater department is amazing. the workshop i went to was fantastic, it was stage combat. haha, very cool. the professor was so high energy, so funny & passionate. i loved it. now today is the day that's really important. my performing arts audition at 1:20.
i decided on doing a monologue from antigone & thoroughly modern millie's "gimme gimme". i MUST do well at this audition. it determines any scholarships i'll receive & with scad being so ridiculously expensive, i need as much financial help as i can get. i am nervous. i haven't auditioned for anything since summer & that was in a massive room full of people. this will just be a small room with the scad representatives. i've probably told you this before, but i'd MUCH rather sing in front of a billion people then a handful. it's just more comfortable. i met some pretty cool people yesterday (and cute boys) & we gave each other our facebooks so hopefully we can stay in touch until the school year starts. if we all get accepted, that is. kdjsfh. anyway.

i'm getting into this band called freelance whales. they're really good, you should check them out.


luffy was so nice yesterday & picked me up from downtown so i could go to his house for the bonfire. lots of people came & it was really fun. s'mores are so good. katie & luffy did such a great job getting everything together! =) katie & i made john thomas his favorite cake for his birthday & it was just really cool having him & neal there. i love those kids! and hmmm, i don't know. ughughguhghghguhgUGH. i had some wonderful talks with katie in the car. she is just the greatest, she knows exactly what to say. and it makes sense. and she lets me cry like a dork in her passenger seat. and i just love her & probably don't know what i'd do without her. thanks again, katie. last night was fun, but rough. and you helped a lot. i know you're praying for me but i hope you know that i'm praying for your situation(s), too.